Too Overwhelmed   Too long I’ve been adrift on a forbidden sea Too much time to wasted speculatively Obsessing over pain and what could be Today that realization just stung me,   For have I lived a different life before? Why do I feel joy no more? Why am I being drawn to the rocks ashore? Unprepared for what life has in store?   From thirty thousand feet down to the floor Have I ever been here b…