2010
2010
Wow, seems these days is often the word leaving my mouth as i look around me and with an open and rational mind ............I went through a Severe SHOCK as i was suddenly made aware of a few TRUTH about this world and a few LIES and yes to say the very least has changed my life.
Obviously its much too soon to sit here and lie and say my personal lifes and those of my freinds neighbors and loved ones have been some how magically transformed and blessings over filling our cups too........ but the reality is i am still seeking knowledge and working on it if you may, and as with so many humans on this planet much suffering and calamity and upheaval in both the Earth and in everyones lifes , much hope and valiant effort as we push forth , yet so many more lie sleeping.
This is where it gets trully interesting for me and where i must also caution for as i stated earlier further studies have for me , endowed me with both this undeniable fire for the further truth and for the wrongs againt the humans be corrected evermore on this world. To simply try to tell you a new thought or possibility with no thought is not what i want to do , i am simply relating my views and feelings about me and my experience along this path.
I was raised up with a catholic/spanish moms side and a southern babtist N Georgian Mtns father, i was raised up thinking you never kick a man in the balls, Wrong i was raised up that a marriage is forever , Wrong , i was raised up, that the American Dreams attainable by all , Wrong i was raised up thinking i was somehow a little stupid in relation to my peers as i didnt exxcell in school, Wrong, I was also rasied up that politicians worked for the people , Wrong , I was raised up hating muslims, cause thats what good christians do , Wrong , and I was also Brought up believeing that i would be burnt over the eternal fires of HELL FIRE, Wrong...I was raised and led to believe that the version of the Holy Bible i was reading was THE HOLY BOOK and that it Was a history book as well , Wrong, and this has caused me much inner searching and prayer and now i truly believe in GOD and i believe that Jesus is and was real as well as mary and the Apostles, i believe in angels as in the word messenger, and this just makes perfect sence in my virgo mind , folks say to me " Bill, them there shiny flying things up there in the sky , thems those demons the preecherss been talking bout " ..............I played D@D and ADnD, as a young boy and it was rumored ast the time to have made folks jump out of windows and cut there freinds up, hehehe all my freinds and me we just played a game and used our creative abilitys a lil bit , in all this i have learned that demons have power and are usually quite horrific in nature, and seemingly unaffected by things such as O2, vacume,cold,heat etc etc , why hide like an orb, or like an angel or yes like a ufo , this theorie to me sounds like , a very week hypothesis indeed..................
I have been a part of a chuch that shall go unnamed but , at one time i was struggling hard to put my weekly tithe in the bowl and eat when along comes the preacher driving a car that was worth more than three house ive ever lived in combined , another experience in a human agenda in the name of God church was when i was 38 years old and i had awoken with the Nerological disease called Dystonia... This disease instantly changed my whole world over night , and took me out of the work force , and ended a future marriage , as i couldnt bear to take those i loved down the darkened road...One night at the 3rd healing session for brother bill, after a rather furious and very hot " as in i recall one gentleman kept exclaiming do you feel the heat brothers ? lol needless to say the heat must have been from the amount of Bullshit in the room , as i still was bent over backwards 32 degrees against my spine and couldnt stand nor walk , these folks proudly let it be known that good ole brother Bill was simply just too EVIL to be healed ........I am sorry but this example of what holy and just is, coupled with all the other attrocities and war crimes committed in the name of the church is not the Spiritual growth i seek , nor should you ,...
I think personally that we need right now to put aside Democrate and Republican, Muslim,Christian,Jew and middle easterner, european american islander etc etc etc Its just so much more than these simple but yet really pathetic reasons to keep doing things this way, I mean really we are not doing any of the right things and on a Planetary scale can any one alive on this planet that is human, honestly say that its ever been this messed up, backwards, and or simply confused and plain wrong ?just take a minute here with me and examine some of the current paradoxes ive noticed....................Govt entities desighned to help humans now are removing basic services TSA, FDA, EPA,DHS,and Presidents personally ammending the US Constitution on there own unannounced to the people he SERVES untill it was a crime to report on the Gulf Crime scene.................lets talk about the fact that an Unbiased and Independant group of world renown scientists have recently found Nano-Thermite residue and unexploded material in the dust of the World Trade Center Complex, There were numerous State,County , and Federal Employees who clearly heard, felt, and were victims of A vast Number of Precourserie explosions some below ground level prior to the towers collapsing, and now there are stories in todays news of a vast fortune in Gold and silver Bullion that has as well as much other wealth simply disapeered after being found and turned over to the current powers that be ............So in a nut shell it has caused me to stop looking at the world from my old point of view and to think about the amount of human suffering and things that shouldnt be looking down at the Earth as perhaps God would or a freindly,God fearing ET race..................................join me later as we continue with bills spiritual awakening 2010
Wow, seems these days is often the word leaving my mouth as i look around me and with an open and rational mind ............I went through a Severe SHOCK as i was suddenly made aware of a few TRUTH about this world and a few LIES and yes to say the very least has changed my life.
Obviously its much too soon to sit here and lie and say my personal lifes and those of my freinds neighbors and loved ones have been some how magically transformed and blessings over filling our cups too........ but the reality is i am still seeking knowledge and working on it if you may, and as with so many humans on this planet much suffering and calamity and upheaval in both the Earth and in everyones lifes , much hope and valiant effort as we push forth , yet so many more lie sleeping.
This is where it gets trully interesting for me and where i must also caution for as i stated earlier further studies have for me , endowed me with both this undeniable fire for the further truth and for the wrongs againt the humans be corrected evermore on this world. To simply try to tell you a new thought or possibility with no thought is not what i want to do , i am simply relating my views and feelings about me and my experience along this path.
I was raised up with a catholic/spanish moms side and a southern babtist N Georgian Mtns father, i was raised up thinking you never kick a man in the balls, Wrong i was raised up that a marriage is forever , Wrong , i was raised up, that the American Dreams attainable by all , Wrong i was raised up thinking i was somehow a little stupid in relation to my peers as i didnt exxcell in school, Wrong, I was also rasied up that politicians worked for the people , Wrong , I was raised up hating muslims, cause thats what good christians do , Wrong , and I was also Brought up believeing that i would be burnt over the eternal fires of HELL FIRE, Wrong...I was raised and led to believe that the version of the Holy Bible i was reading was THE HOLY BOOK and that it Was a history book as well , Wrong, and this has caused me much inner searching and prayer and now i truly believe in GOD and i believe that Jesus is and was real as well as mary and the Apostles, i believe in angels as in the word messenger, and this just makes perfect sence in my virgo mind , folks say to me " Bill, them there shiny flying things up there in the sky , thems those demons the preecherss been talking bout " ..............I played D@D and ADnD, as a young boy and it was rumored ast the time to have made folks jump out of windows and cut there freinds up, hehehe all my freinds and me we just played a game and used our creative abilitys a lil bit , in all this i have learned that demons have power and are usually quite horrific in nature, and seemingly unaffected by things such as O2, vacume,cold,heat etc etc , why hide like an orb, or like an angel or yes like a ufo , this theorie to me sounds like , a very week hypothesis indeed..................
I have been a part of a chuch that shall go unnamed but , at one time i was struggling hard to put my weekly tithe in the bowl and eat when along comes the preacher driving a car that was worth more than three house ive ever lived in combined , another experience in a human agenda in the name of God church was when i was 38 years old and i had awoken with the Nerological disease called Dystonia... This disease instantly changed my whole world over night , and took me out of the work force , and ended a future marriage , as i couldnt bear to take those i loved down the darkened road...One night at the 3rd healing session for brother bill, after a rather furious and very hot " as in i recall one gentleman kept exclaiming do you feel the heat brothers ? lol needless to say the heat must have been from the amount of Bullshit in the room , as i still was bent over backwards 32 degrees against my spine and couldnt stand nor walk , these folks proudly let it be known that good ole brother Bill was simply just too EVIL to be healed ........I am sorry but this example of what holy and just is, coupled with all the other attrocities and war crimes committed in the name of the church is not the Spiritual growth i seek , nor should you ,...
I think personally that we need right now to put aside Democrate and Republican, Muslim,Christian,Jew and middle easterner, european american islander etc etc etc Its just so much more than these simple but yet really pathetic reasons to keep doing things this way, I mean really we are not doing any of the right things and on a Planetary scale can any one alive on this planet that is human, honestly say that its ever been this messed up, backwards, and or simply confused and plain wrong ?just take a minute here with me and examine some of the current paradoxes ive noticed....................Govt entities desighned to help humans now are removing basic services TSA, FDA, EPA,DHS,and Presidents personally ammending the US Constitution on there own unannounced to the people he SERVES untill it was a crime to report on the Gulf Crime scene.................lets talk about the fact that an Unbiased and Independant group of world renown scientists have recently found Nano-Thermite residue and unexploded material in the dust of the World Trade Center Complex, There were numerous State,County , and Federal Employees who clearly heard, felt, and were victims of A vast Number of Precourserie explosions some below ground level prior to the towers collapsing, and now there are stories in todays news of a vast fortune in Gold and silver Bullion that has as well as much other wealth simply disapeered after being found and turned over to the current powers that be ............So in a nut shell it has caused me to stop looking at the world from my old point of view and to think about the amount of human suffering and things that shouldnt be looking down at the Earth as perhaps God would or a freindly,God fearing ET race..................................join me later as we continue with bills spiritual awakening 2010
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