Looking at Me

They say all in love and war is fair

Problem is I see her everywhere

Still wondering if she ever really cared

Just navigating through this living nightmare,

The days seem to be a bit more dreary

Sometimes my eyes get a little bleary

Too sentimental makes your outlook teary

Raise another glass it might make you cheery,

Walking on a lonely street just a dead zone

Somewhere I hear a muffled moan

Just sticking close to the bone

Seems I’m a little too heartbreak prone,

I’m driving in the lonely lane

Trying to self-medicate all this pain

Just another drop of this cold, cold rain

These damned memories all in vain,

Can’t seem to find a handle on life

Or keep track of any wife

The silence cuts just like a knife

Lord, just get me through this strife,

Maybe I’ll just find some tree

And just let it be

Feeling numb enough to be free

Is that the sky looking at me?