My Last Rendezvous?

At first I thought what we had was magic and true

Thought that I could actually believe in you

Then something in my universe seemed to go askew

Where were those feelings of faithfulness I once knew?

They say one can leave a mark on your soul forever

Be careful who you choose to trust whenever

Love is the most painful bond to sever

Yet there are adulterers who think they’re so clever,

Feel like I’m falling from a thirty thousand foot view

Unlike an aircraft, I can’t set a different course anew

I’m pulling on the stick and rudders in this sky of blue

The ground is coming up fast, my last rendezvous?

All the things we ever did together

This is no story about the weather

I’m searching for that angel feather

Thought we had this sacred tether,

Sometimes I feel like an astronaut lost in space

Can’t really seem to find my place

Guess I really fell hard from grace

Lord to be the pilot who touched your face,

So, I struggle to get control of my soul vehicle

In my head long search for something meaningful

Didn’t want to be sounding too strategical

The need for love is not just seasonal,

What was my mission when I landed on this earth base?

Was it to explore a utopia of linen and lace?

Would my soul vanish without a trace?

Is this just a world of a dream flesh love chase?

All the things we ever did together

This is no story about the weather

I’m searching for that angel feather

Thought we had this sacred tether,

Don’t mind this fool groping through the halls

He’s harmless but for the pain he recalls

Like a ship at sea navigating through squalls

All too familiar with pride before the falls.