Good morning , wow once again i awake and am utterly speechless, the worlds events are amazing, shocking, and honestly to those things too i must admit a fear does still exist in me ,i am personally choosing to believe that we are surrounded by hundreds of thousands of holy and most benevolent spiritual forces, we have corpeal and non corpeal beings, we have all of the Angels here as well , we have many Assended Masters, and as far as i am allowed to know we have beings here from all levels of spirituallity. For example the Pleadians are most wise and a very spiritual race of beings most benevolent, and Gods will is their task , but even these beings honor and respect the fact that many beings are more elevated than themselves as well , for instance ive gathered that the beings from Sirus are more advanced than the Pleadians, so i guess a fast opinion of mine i feel very honored to be considered for application and joining with these beings in the universal family .

  I am working everyday on opening my third eye and empowering and opening and alighning my chakras " tuff work for a long haired redneck " and i am using my heart to feel around my being throught the day , i have felt a few times when my energies were way bothered feeling to me , i suppose this is what an imbalance feels like i suppose, any ways i am conciously going through the steps to awaken fully,to be and act and think like a new being , to recognize that to look at another and to think on sending actuall love energy to them instead of negative thoughts or energy , IE judging, critical thinking , black and white thinking , as these are and always have been my biggest character flaws.

  But hey i must also admit much growth " evident to me " and much progress i feel, heck yesterday i must admit i actually felt arch angels presence 2 times, and yes this human, uses this critical thinking on myself far more than on others , so yes i also 2nd guessed myself and talked shit to myself for being stupid, or wanting , etc etc ..... sometimes i need to stfu and leave my self alone and just be, i dont know if i am just a person,starseed,indigo child,etcetc, i am aware that i am on a journey, i am aware that i remember feeling hatred and disdain for my existance at age 6, and i also conciously remember thinking i was so alone for most of my life , but the thoughts on this alone feeling as a 6 yr old boy still obviously affect the Bill Green i am today.

I must admit i am a bit envious of folks who know there calling and understand or know if they have reincarnated previously and such , i am so lost , there are times my mind races to some place in time when i may have been a shaman, but these are thoughts more than remembering i think,right ?.... so much to consider , and each day i am driven almost to an unhealthy desire to know more , i must have more input, i must know i must have a warning etc etc , i do feel that beauty and good things are on the way for us , and i am trying so very hard to not help and negative outcomes by giving them too much thought , but the reality is this i am surrounded by a line of volcanoes in Oregon, USA, and have many fault lines running close by as well, so i do feel that to take no precautions is ignorant, i am planning on surviving period , and all of these first aid , coldweather, food , supplies , and associated gear, that i have stored will either help me or i feel more will help someone i may yet encounter, i am very dead set against having gear and no practical knowledge of use is worthless, and i am also aware that to survive any major situation and or martial law we must leave the citys.

Wow till next time yall , blessings be and to all who read my words many blessings bfall you, i wish peace and a feeling of love to swiftly leave now and touch all , let the homeless, the hungry be blessed and finally let all those who for one reason or another wont awaken , and for the FOOLS who are aware of the many things affecting us now and who choose to use their God given knowledge for personal gain.......................