I know that a lot of times in my articles it might seem that I'm down on women a lot from a man's perspective but actually I'm much more down on what made women the way they are today and that's society and its hypocritical standards and influences. The poem below explains exactly how I feel towards women and the kind that I have taken as wives even if it didn't work out. Maybe some of us never get over rescuing hurt puppies as kids.

Through Her Disguise

That painful stare so obviously there

If only someone had cared

You needed someone with which to share

To reach out was too much of a dare,

How could you tell anyone about your nightmare?

To others it may have seemed you had a certain flare

They were always clawing at you for an affair

But they were merciless and cared not for your despair,

You won't be able to help yourself my Dear

Holding in all that fear

When Mr. Right comes along you'll use it against him like a spear!

That double edged sword that cuts away at you year by year,

How could I possibly know?

Because I married more than one hiding in the shadows

Paying the price with that deep look in her eyes

Thinking no one can see through her disguise,

Carrying it around like an echoing sound

No rescue no friendly towns only suffering inbound

Like an injured little puppy that no child ever found

Those lonely eyes that stare back from a burial mound,

You are the silent beauty trapped in the night

You are the source of the Devil’s delight

Yet, you’ve suffered against all of your might

No one else seems aware of your plight,

Silently suffering in a maze

Of twisted and hazy days

Hoping for redemption and a little praise

Wondering if this is a permanent phase,

I feel your pain little wounded one

But would you ever let me comfort you under the sun

I can see that you’re on the run

All those battles that haven’t been won,

Those speechless eyes in perpetual rain

If only I could take away your pain

You’re just another victim of the human stain

As the color in your cheeks begins to drain.