Looking back I had as much choice of succeeding
As a Civil War soldier on the battlefield bleeding
Was it that you sensed that I was a lover needing
It was the heartbreak upon which you'd rather be feeding,

A retrograde celestial body you could always know
That wasn't the woman to me you had shown
I was the innocent victim with a subtle tone
Too sentimental to see how the lies had grown,

You are an airless vacuum void gone paranoid
I was just your lover not an asteroid!
Rather than love me you would rather avoid
Intent upon your mood swings you were schizoid!

Make me an astronaut so I can leave
Whip the horse until it sleeves
In a psycho lover only a fool believes
Intimacy becomes one of her pet peeves!

Could swear I'm dying I sometimes feel
Betrayed by my imperfect angel its all revealed
Dumbfounded as I was my fate was sealed
Oh please dear Lord lend me your holy shield!

I might as well have collected blue avocados from Mars
Thinking you weren't responsible for my emotional scars
You never were interested in Constellations and stars
When I saw you leave with another man in his car.