What was I thinking all over again?
When did we stop becoming friends?
Perhaps it was because you tried to pretend
That our relationship wouldn’t end,

Sorry to have put this pressure upon you
Trusting that you would be true
I was smitten by this rose colored view
There was this unseen reckoning that came due,

This sadistic game I seem to play on myself
Broken relationships hit from a mode of stealth
Then I go reclusive and I hide upon a shelf
A sad tormented little elf,

Forgive me my once highly held bride
It seems I just let too many things slide
Your negative attitude your depression your pride
That’s why this fool you needed to nullify,

I could certainly empathize with your hurtful past
Hoisting the rope to lift the main mast
For a sailing party that wouldn’t last
Should have known the pain would leave me aghast,

You were just my troublesome Asian bride
I never realized just how much you lied
I assure you that I cried and I cried
Something inside me must have died,

Today’s world where love so artfully ends
There’s no way to ever make amends
The affair breaks but it never bends
Commitment is just an illusion that sends,

Mixed messages from broken hearts
Destined to tear new lovers apart
It dooms the new union from the start
Ending one after another is a form of art,

This sadistic game I seem to play on myself
Broken relationships hit from a mode of stealth
Then I go reclusive and I hide upon a shelf
A sad tormented little elf.