Here’s the introduction from my autobiography; Tales of Demon Conjuring, Mind Control and Madness. It’s an adventure of conspiracy, paranormal horror and the occult. Read the whole book for only 0.99 cents (US).  

Introduction

At its most rudimentary level this book is about a quest; a quest for answers that I began to seek even before I was conscious of the questions. How does a childhood full of disturbing experiences and behavior segue into an overnight obsession with the occult? How are demonic energies related to the shadowy world of mind control programming and where does sex magick fit into it all? These question marks, along with the 20-year domino effect they created, form the basis of this story. I still cannot be certain as to why I suddenly decided to call up malevolent spirits or what frame of mind I was in at the time. I do recall thinking that I was likely going to die young and needed to learn about the ‘other side’. One moment I was reading a fairly tame account of the spiritualist movement and the next I was trawling the satanic section of the bookstore. From there I became obsessed with constructing an evocation mirror described in an ancient grimoire or spell book.

I was most certainly the world’s worst sorcerer and made every mistake possible. Since then I’ve learned quite a bit about the occult and can only surmise that I became possessed by the demonic energies I recklessly summoned. On the same day that I took magic mushrooms while doing conjuring rituals, I met the woman I would soon live with and eventually marry. We remained together for almost 15 years as I slowly spiraled into madness. I was plagued with bizarre and self-destructive behavior marked by the consistent presence of blood which eventually prompted me to seek the culprit of this affliction. While searching for answers online I happened upon mind control and became just as fascinated with that subject as I was with the occult. For several years my twin obsessions, the occult and mind control, ran on parallel tracks with seemingly no connection to one another.

What is mind control? Well, there are many clinical-type explanations out there so I’ll describe it from my gut. Mind control is about manipulation; about being used because you have abilities that others would like to harness and subvert for their own nefarious purposes. I’ll get more specific as the story unfolds but my experiences and research eventually led me to believe that my innate ability to call demons (and have them answer) was somehow connected to mind control.

I didn’t connect the dots until I began finding notes I scribbled during blackout states. These notes contained all sorts of demonic, Luciferic references alongside a word that would come up innumerable times while I exhibited behavior that could only be described as possession. This reference came to haunt me and eventually changed the trajectory of my entire life.

The word ‘Montauk’ led me deeper down the rabbit hole of mind control research until I made the acquaintance of a mysterious and knowledgeable researcher named Yuri. I would soon learn that the notorious (alleged) mind control experiment known as the Montauk Project utilized demonic energies and high-tech black magick to program the ‘Montauk Boys’. Could I have been one of these ill-fated children? I learned from Yuri that less than 3% of the Montauk test-subjects survived these heinous experiments. Perhaps I was lucky after all; maybe I was one of the few survivors? Whatever it took, I needed to find out. If it was the last thing I did I would visit the haunted Montauk, Camp Hero Air Force station.

In addition to demonic references and the word Montauk, I consistently found mention of my estranged alcoholic mother; a woman that I lived with in Chicago up until about the age of eight. My time with her was marked with amnesia, abuse, and neglect. Was my relationship to (and subsequent lack thereof) her a key to this puzzle as well? My blackouts generally followed a pattern- my mother came up first, then demons, then Montauk. Surely there was a reason for such a consistent sequence of unconscious regurgitation. 

Soon after meeting Yuri and inching closer to the truth, I found the courage to leave my miserable, unhealthy marriage. I then embarked on a series of erotic adventures that can only be described as blood-sex rituals. These women were all older, into the occult, and completely unhinged. The demonic continued to stalk me no matter where I went or who I was with. These experiences were marked by the presence of dark energies and continued self-destructive behavior. There finally came a point where my life stabilized just enough to plan a long-overdue trip to the epicenter of my universe…to Montauk.

A curious and intense number of synchronicities began on the exact day I started planning the Montauk odyssey which came to a head following the trip. A chain reaction of sorts took place where I made the acquaintances of a series of people all connected to mind control in one way or another.

The trip to Camp Hero, the fabled cradle of modern mind control, was not what I expected. It was creepy and disorienting. An account of that journey is within the pages of this book and video can be found on my website (bloodritualmonarch.com).

The aforementioned series of acquaintances led me to a woman over 9,000 miles from home; on the other side of the planet. This connection was so intense that I decided to leave everything I knew behind and start a new life in New Zealand. However, the process of getting there was fraught with danger as the malevolent psychic forces around and within me were agitated by my plans to flee and start anew. As the departure date approached, invisible hands (quite literally) appeared from the ethers and attempted to restrain me. My flight to the Southern Hemisphere was threatened right up until the last moment. Did I escape? Read on and dip your toes into the world of Blood Ritual Monarch…

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