I Need Some Restraint

it was weird when I met you
You were disillusioned and blue
No one could seem to get through
You were looking for a man who was on cue,

I gave that chance to you
Happiness is just like glue
If you give it a chance it will stick to you
It's a recipe that's tried and true,

Your Mom and Dad never loved you enough
So your childhood was a little tough
Why make your lover's part so rough
He was there for you right off the cuff!

The human mind is a Satanic find
Absorbing all that's good even sunshine
But using lovers with an ax to grind
Killing love like a road that's mined!

My little angel I came to you
I had these feelings out of the blue
In order to see me you had to cheat that is true
Those consequences I must now chew,

Karma strikes accurate and true
What you confess will punish you
The pain you cause will only brew
You become the prey of the beasts without a clue,

Well I stole an unhappy wife
To my throat I should have hefted a knife
It has cost me so much strife
Causing me such a miserable life,

The angel I thought I saved
Was the road to hell that I paved
I kept believing all those lies
I was just a fool seduced and mesmerized,

My confessions near to thee
Oh dear Lord hear my plea
The world was not going to set me free
I committed those actions that convicted me,

I'm just a disillusioned bitter boy
Becoming a woman's intimate toy
Was I just a mattress cowboy?
Righteousness I could not enjoy!

Lord, let me testify today
When my whole family ran away
And I became the lonely fool here to stay
Living a life cursed by shades of gray!

It's like Babylon whatever you paint
The self deluded opposite of a saint?
Remember the only true of heart will often faint
I'm the Devil don't you know I need some restraint.