Being behind for not following the mass media for the last two decades means you are not brainwashed, it's a good start. There is a lot of information and ideas on this site, so much so that it can be confusing and lead to years and years of running around in circles. I suggest that you start the search for the truth with one simple idea; The criminal high cabal running the world is obsessed by greed for money and power. They are many ways to start but you could start from this article and the five videos from http://www.boilingfrogspost.com/2013/03/07/connecting-the-dots-afghan-heroin-nato-azerbaijan-hub-cargo-business/
Welcome to a revolutionary concept in public communication, the truth. Only well informed citizens can maintain a meaningful opposition against the powers seeking to destroy us. However, when we get to know the truth we must not let it stop there. Information proves its value only when it's used.