Throwing in the towel: I'm a truther no more...

So what's on my mind? Well, I've pretty much been losing all hope for humanity for some time now, and I think I'm finally on the breaking point. The funny thing is, I feel like I've almost come full circle in my journey down the rabbit hole. When I first began my adventure, I didn't care about any current events or politics or conspiracies. I had a similar mind set to your average Joe. Apathetic and self centered. Now, with all the knowledge I've gained, everything I've learned about the economic elite, the pharm, Zionism, hidden history, etc, etc, etc, I'm almost back to where I began. The more I learn about our current state of affairs, the more I realize how powerless we are against it. It's like I wrote in my blog "Free in Chains", the best we can do is survive and take care of our own. So the point I'm getting to mentally is, why care? Why put so much time and effort into learning these things? Everytime I try talking to a coworker or friend about these things they just look at me cross-eyed. No one cares. The people who do care are powerless against the evil forces fucking over everyone else. People, humans as they are, are generally too stupid to care. Try talking politics to your average guy, and he's either Democrat or Republican (if he even cares that much), either way he doesn't know shit about either parties agenda, the motives of the members, what have you. He just wants to vote blue or red. Whichever has the more appealing candidate, or the one his dad was stone set on. No thought is put into it. So what I'm left thinking is, why care? Why should I give two little shits about this guy or what is happening to him and his family by the elite? And you know what, I'm starting not to care. So once again, full circle. Didn't care before, about to stop caring now. Yeah, I know what's going on, a good bit of it at least. But that doesn't change everyone else. The dumb-fuck next door is still a dumb-fuck. I can try talking to him but it wont do any good. He'll still run to the polls and vote red, because he's a white christian and that's what his pa taught him.

So you know what, I'm really about to throw in the towel. We had one good shot to fix things, one hope, one savior, Ron Paul. And what happened there? The bad guys one again. And I'll tell you why: Because 99% of humans, the bottom 99% of the economy, are brain dead, apathetic, full blown asshole retards who could give a fuck about anything other than whats on television tonight. And I can't tell you how disappointed I was when he finally got knocked off. I busted my ass to spread the word about him. I handed out flyers, put up yard signs, I would even lose sleep sending out hundreds of personal, hand typed messages on myspace telling people all about him. I wasted probably hundreds of hours there. What else could I have been doing to further myself in life and make more money to spend on my kids?

So that's what's on my mind, haha. I know, I'm just a bright little bubble of sunshine huh? Honestly though, I'm really getting fed up with the truther shit. I've been a die hard truther for years now, and it never gets me anywhere but down and frustrated. People are just to stupid to help. Yeah, there are a few here and there worth something. You and I (presumably because you were curious enough to discover 12160 and read this blog) may have enough intelligence to discover bits and pieces of the truth, but what can we do with it? Sign a petition? Call congress? Whoopty do! Lotta good that does. The only way we could ever fix the world is to show up on the doorstep of every elitist prick on the planet and blow their fucking head off. That won't happen. Even if we rallied together every militia group in the country, we still wouldn't stand a chance against private military contractors. Even if we had the US armed forces on our side, which is a joke in itself, we'd still lose.

So you know what, this is it, I really can't take it anymore. Instead of going home and thinking about all this bullshit again, getting upset, wondering what I can do about it, I'm gonna go home, kiss my kids and my fiancee, and play guitar for a while. Then I'm going to try and figure out a way to get more business for my guitar shop. And you know what? I'll go to bed happy.

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Comment by Gilgamesh on March 29, 2010 at 12:50am
Swore I wouldn't, but here I am. I guess it's like the guy said, once you take the pill you can never go back to sleep.
Comment by Marklar on March 27, 2010 at 10:10am
If you rely on others such as Ron Paul or anyone else to make your stand for you then you are just a spectator. Put your faith in yourself because even if you walk away from it all you'll find this holds true in every other aspect of life as well.
Comment by Tara on March 26, 2010 at 12:02pm
I agree with Guy, write some tunes about your frustrations and feelings. I'm in an original band that is heavily political/social where I get to mind and soul spew about the state of the world today. It definetely helps me get through a lot of the frustrations that I feel, for sure. Moreover, it keeps me sane in this totally insane world we live and maybe just maybe, I'll be able to touch someone out there with a song or two in the future and possibly wake somebody up.

Keep keeping on friend......put one foot in front of the other and march on, that's all we can do sometimes. ~Peace~

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