Hi everyone,

I thought I'd write an update blog since I haven't posted in a while, and I seemed to have quite a little following I wouldn't want to disappoint :) Anyway, I'm still avoiding the "rabbit hole". It's getting easier. At first it was torture not checking WRH and Lew Rockwell every day, but it got easier over time. The depression I was in seems to have lifted for the most part (I even quit smoking!). I've just had to accept that this world has a huge dark side, and is run by…

Continue

I'm pissed off because assholes rule the world

I'm pissed off because more of my taxes go to Israel than my own community

I'm pissed off because I can no longer watch or listen to the news without getting even more pissed off

I'm pissed off because I stuck my nose into the truth and it scarred me

I'm pissed off because music, movies, and art are so profit driven that almost everything new sucks

I'm pissed off because it seems like 99% of the general…

Continue

I don't like talking to other people about my problems or feeling anymore. I guess that part of me has been beaten into submission at this point. So why not write it out? I don't know anyone from this place in person and frankly could give a shit less what someone I don't know thinks about me.

It's just the same dumb shit you hear all the time, life isn't turning out how I'd hoped. My parents pretty much left me to raise myself. Never heard them talk about college or doing good in…

Continue

I believe in ghosts. I saw them frequently when I was a kid, but as I've gotten older, it's been a rarer and rarer occurrence. I eventually got to a point where I chalked most paranormal experiences with over active imaginations and the dark inner workings of the human mind. Sure, I still "experience" stuff pretty regularly, but mainly in that half-dream state, where you're not sure if it was real or imagined. So, in order to keep from getting the creeps, I just dismiss the stuff as much as…

Continue

So what's on my mind? Well, I've pretty much been losing all hope for humanity for some time now, and I think I'm finally on the breaking point. The funny thing is, I feel like I've almost come full circle in my journey down the rabbit hole. When I first began my adventure, I didn't care about any current events or politics or conspiracies. I had a similar mind set to your average Joe. Apathetic and self centered. Now, with all the knowledge I've gained, everything I've learned about the…

Continue

I've never really been the type to just copy and paste someone elses material, but with this one I made an exception. This is by far the best article I've ever read concerning the people of our country, and indeed the world. I've only included the first 3 parts here, as we must limit our blog posts to…

Continue

From time to time, I must admit, I've sympathized with the global elite in their misanthropy. I watch people, I study people. And most of the time, what I see disgusts me. Obesity, laziness, stupidity, unchecked aggression, I could go on and on. People are a bombshell of insecurity and apathy.

On the other hand, I also see an immense beauty in mankind. Music, art, determination, compassion, and courage. People do amazing things. I heard on NPR yesterday a man explaining the…

Continue

Frozen tears form on the crest

Falling unto a bed of unrest

Insanity consumes the new

Forgotten serenity of the moon

Pain distorts logical views

As blood becomes the morning dew

Evil schemes renew the web

Blindly, the thousands led

And peace becomes a myth of old

Victim of the lies untold

Dismembered, deranged

As everything seems to change

Can't we live without this pain

And…

Continue

My whole life I've been different. I know, how cliche of me right? No really, I've always been slightly odd compared to the other kids, family, and co-workers.

By the time I got to 3rd grade, I was, for no obvious reasons, obsessed with the paranormal, UFOs were my expertise. I'd spend hours on end reading about close encounters, sightings, and abductions. My favorite books were The Andreasson Affair, The Arizona Woodcutter (later popularized as Fire in the Sky), and a compilation of…

Continue

I was born February 21st, 1984 in Paw Paw, Michigan. I grew up outside of a little town named Decatur in South West Michigan. My dad was an electrical engineer. He was one of General Electric's finest, frequently flying overseas to work. My mom was a homemaker. I had three siblings; One younger sister, one older sister, and my brother the oldest.

My childhood was, well, not normal, but pretty much stable and normal to me. Things were pretty good until my parents got divorced when I was 13.… Continue

This one has too many hyperlinks and whatnot to just copy and paste, so I figured I'd just put up a link to it. I wrote this one after Big Pharma murdered my big brother.

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread316592/pg1

Wrote this one a few years ago too. One of my essays in ENGL 103. (can ya tell I'm bored, haha)

---

An alternate theory of origins:



As I was sitting on my back deck one night with my pipe, gazing upon all the heavenly glory above, I realized that we as humans really haven’t the slightest idea of how our species came to be. Sure we have theories, but nothing concrete. Considering the validity of existing theories, I concluded that anything spewed…

Continue

This is an article I wrote for the Atlantic Free Press a year or so ago. Thought ya'll might enjoy it.

---

I've been studying a lot for the past year and a half or so. About (but not limited to) the Federal Government, the FDA, FTC, Various politicians, the IRS, and the Federal Reserve. Well, not really these in themselves, but about the corruption that taints them like spoiled meat: not only does spoiled meat stink; it taste like shit, makes you sick,…

Continue

Hmmm... another quake, this time Taiwan. Actually, in the past 8 hours, there have been three there, a 6.4, 4.7, and 5.1 magnitudes respectivley. I don't know if anyone else noticed, but here in Michigan, the day the Haiti quake happened, we went into two weeks of unseasonably warm weather. If that happens again this time, it leaves no doubt in my mind what is causing these devastating earthquakes...HAARP. The only question is, why?