Tribute to Jordan
A thousand volumes of nothing but a continuous repetition of the expression of pain could not come close to expressing the all-encompassing, soul-destroying grief of losing my precious daughter.
There are no words in any tongue known to man to adequately express the depth of the horrific pain of losing my precious child--my sweet Jordan. If I were to convey the extent of this agony, the world would be filled with the never-ending echos of my screams.
I held my sweet, sweet Jordan in my arms as she took her last breath. If God was merciful he would have allowed me to die that day as well. Continuously, day and night, I pray that He will be merciful yet.
Were the entire world to weep with me, there would be a surfeit, yet, of unshed tears of sorrow.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Crazy. Nightmares chase me.
Memories rape me. Visions shake me.
Voices plague me. Mistakes shape me.
Cold inside me. Cries don't faze me.
I despise me.
Malignant malady. Death's neutrality.
Life's brutality. Pain's vitality.
Self is vanity. Loss of Sanity.
I can't save me.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My child. My child.
Why God, why?
Please be merciful, let me die.
Heart don't beat.
Eyes be blind.
In the ground, cold like ice.
Body fall, spirit rise.
End the life I despise.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The love and light of my life ~~ Sweet Jordan 6/19/87 ~ 9/4/07
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